Many of the blogs I read on a daily/weekly basis had a lot of depth to them, even if they were only a paragraph long. No matter what I had to say I could never find enough words (or the right words) to make it into anything I felt that anyone wanted to read.
#Superwho the angels have the phonebox update
I knew when I started this blog that I would never update as much as I wanted.
It's been over two years since I last posted and I haven't really got a reason for it. But hell might be easier to endure with friends by your side. Harry Potter's been such a huge part of my life for almost fourteen years.Īnd sometimes I wish I could have such close friends as Hermione Granger and Ronald Weasley. Sorry for all of the rambling.just feeling a bit saddened today. Maybe I'm going through a mid-life crisis. You're excited, yet scared because you can never go back to that time. I'm really sad that it's 's like a chapter in my life is closing.as I'm sure in many peoples lives. Today's, however, could be because I've seen several posts regarding the Harry Potter premiere. I always gets worse when I've been off for several days and the day before I have to go back to work I realise I've done absolutely nothing productive at all. It's just frustrating.and nothing that can be helped. I've tried putting together gatherings like this before but usually after we eat, people are saying "I've gotta go ". I plan every aspect of my life and would love to have a night where nothing was planned at all. I don't think my life is boring, but sometimes I want to just go out and have fun without drinking, or just hang out at someones house talking and laughing all into the night. I watch YouTube videos, read tweets, look at tumblrs and wonder why their lives are so interesting. I can't even remember how those conversations went. I know I can't have it both ways, but I wish I had someone I could just phone at any time of the day just to chat about nothing like my friends and I used to do in school. Now, It's currently 1.50 in the afternoon, and the only interaction I've had all day is with a six year old and a brief phone call from my mother. Even though we fought when they were here, it was still some interaction throughout the day. I love my life, and I honestly wouldn't go back and change many things about it.īut I sit here with nothing to do and wonder.Why am I so lonely? I've decided that it's because I no longer have my brother and sister at home. I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me or for it to sound like I'm complaining. Sometimes I start feeling really sorry for myself, and I try really hard not to and hopefully that's not how this post comes out. So in the few days we've had with absolutely nothing to do, I've been thinking quite a bit. During the school year I don't usually have as much time to do nothing and just be with my thoughts. I've discovered several things about myself lately since my daughter's summer holiday began.